Monday, February 16, 2009 ' ♥
the ended story; Monday, February 16, 2009
KAU INGINKU MILIKI....
pertemuan yang tiada terduga
kini kita saling bermesra
masa berganti hati diubati
mekarnya cinta mula dirasai
semakin ingin ku cuba luahkan
engkau masih tidak mengerti
cemburu terasa musnahlah impian
melihat engkau terus direbuti
berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti
ingin kau ku miliki
kau menghancuri hati ini
ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku
hati masih keliru
andai kau fahami isi hatiku
yang benar ingin memilikimuthese words was taken from a song.. and it accurately reflects what i feel now.. the truth is I'M FALLING FOR HIM.. but i dare not confess it to him just becoz i dun wanna lose our precious friendship together.. so, i wanna apologise to u if sometimes i'm being harsh towards u.. i dun wan my feelings to develop even more for u.. coz i knoe dat WE'RE NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER... with the current situation he's in now.. its better for me to keep this feelings inside me.. aku tk tau berape lama aku bleh simpan perasaan ini.. but i try for as long as i can.. u are NOT READY TO MOVE ON WITH LIFE... so, i make a decision to sacrifice my feelings.. sorry friends, i'm not gonna confess to him no matter what.. i tried to move on with life and forget u.. and now i'm ready to accept (insert name).. he's too kind and he shower me wif love, care and concern.. just give me time.. and by den i'll be ready to be yours... i shud give myself a chance.. whatever it is u'll always be my BESTFRIEND! (aku stress! knape asek muke kau je yg menjelma dpt tido aku? i dun wish to remember u.. and i really hope dat we won't get back together!)
