Saturday, January 30, 2010 ' ♥
the ended story; Saturday, January 30, 2010
HELLO! I'm back again.. Going off to "Night Cycling 2010" event in a few hours time.. But still, i couldn't get myself to sleep.. Goshh! I need all the energy to keep moving till the next morning.. Its gonna be a damn long event.. Hopefully, i won't fall asleep while cycling.. HAHA! My days are great.. except for that "Unwanted Flashbacks!".. IELTS Results on the 5FEB.. Hurry up pleaseee.. I need that certificate for school enrolment.. Quick! Quick!
Niwae, these few days i'm UNSTABLE emotionally.. Too many things came across my mind.. First and foremost, I MISS MY BFF; (insert name).. The last time we met was during Hari Raya, and we didn't even talk at all.. and he didn't even smile at me.. He's like giving me a cold shoulder.. i just don't understand why.. what did i do wrong to you? why are you ignoring me? do you know that i miss sharing my secrets to you? do you know that i miss your laugh yang mcm hyena tu? do you know that i miss all your advice? do you know that i miss your late night SMS-es? I miss everything bout you.. I guess, you're too busy with life till you forget me.. But the question now is "WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME? NOT EVEN A SMILE FOR ME?" If i did something wrong, i seek your apology.. But if you're avoiding me because of "someone".. Thats totally BULLSHIT! Excuses after excuses.. I really aprreciate you confessing your feelings towards me.. Day by day, i'm beginning to realise, that i do have feelings for you too.. But i just can't say those words to you.. Let it remain unspoken.. Eventhough we can't be together, we're still BESTFRIENDS right? Bestie, pleaseeeee.. I'm begging you.. Don't do this to me.. I miss you.. all i want right now is, talk to me will you? For the last time, before i go.. Do me favour pleaseee.. I shall leave with a million sorrows, if my last wish is not granted.. ;(
