Thursday, September 29, 2011 ' ♥
the ended story; Thursday, September 29, 2011
BFF is one great drama.. It affected me quite abit..
I'm unsure of my feelings.. I'm clueless.. But one thing for sure, i can't have you.. I'm just too tired to face up and go through the same old cycle.. I wanna give up.. No point saying I've moved on, I'm gonna be okay.. Its all shit! Someone new just step into my life right now.. I'm beginning to like him.. But still the feelings are just not clear.. Something holds me back, and it is YOU! Why can't i move on and start dating someone new? Just like what you're doing now? Why do you have to come and break my heart again and again? The damaged you've done to me is beyond words.. FATAL!
I can't seemed to bring myself to get over you.. Chances after chances.. Count yourself lucky! You wanna know why i gave you too many chances? Its because I LOVE YOU! Don't you get the hint? Oh wait, i forgot.. Eventhough you're aware, you still can't do anything about it. FCUK!
To that someone new who just step into my life, i just wanna say, i like you.. I know its just one sided, but at least now i realise you're someone who holds a special place in my heart.. I'm gonna let fate take its course for now..
Just when i wanted to get up on my feet again, your presence crushed it all.. Thank you!
