+ my undefined CONFESSIONS +

Theories again?

2011-10-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

I feel much better now despite the up and down emotions i had for the past few days..

I'm trying so hard to refrain myself from mentioning his name, bump into him, answer his call or whatsoever.. Had a heart to heart talk with my brother, Adil.. Thank you so much for your advice brother and I'm so proud of you.. You're one strong guy and definitely you changed ALOT! Adil made me think a lil bit deeper and he listed all the reasons on why I should SERIOUSLY move on and start meeting new guys.. I appreciate that alot, but I'm kinda lazy to meet or date new guys.. I don't wanna repeat the "kenal-kenal" cycle all over again.. Bloody lazy okay! Hahahaha..

I thank god for everything.. I'm blessed to have friends whom i regard as brothers & sisters.. We've been together since the early years of secondary school and i'm glad that we are still together, close as ever..

As usual, my girlfriend JULAIHA came up with too many theories.. But it was quite entertaining though.. NO, not gonna take it too hard.. Haha.. Thank you, JULAIHA, MARLY, BAHIRAH, ZAHIRAH, MAMAT, ADIL, ZAI & AZIZ for the company while my parents are away.. *hugsss* <3

Fatal..

2011-09-29T04:57:00.001+08:00

BFF is one great drama.. It affected me quite abit..

I'm unsure of my feelings.. I'm clueless.. But one thing for sure, i can't have you.. I'm just too tired to face up and go through the same old cycle.. I wanna give up.. No point saying I've moved on, I'm gonna be okay.. Its all shit! Someone new just step into my life right now.. I'm beginning to like him.. But still the feelings are just not clear.. Something holds me back, and it is YOU! Why can't i move on and start dating someone new? Just like what you're doing now? Why do you have to come and break my heart again and again? The damaged you've done to me is beyond words.. FATAL!

I can't seemed to bring myself to get over you.. Chances after chances.. Count yourself lucky! You wanna know why i gave you too many chances? Its because I LOVE YOU! Don't you get the hint? Oh wait, i forgot.. Eventhough you're aware, you still can't do anything about it. FCUK!

To that someone new who just step into my life, i just wanna say, i like you.. I know its just one sided, but at least now i realise you're someone who holds a special place in my heart.. I'm gonna let fate take its course for now..

Just when i wanted to get up on my feet again, your presence crushed it all.. Thank you!

When my heart speaks...

2011-09-26T03:21:00.000+08:00

Hopefully, i'm back for good. Seriously most of the time, i'm busy but sometimes i'm just plain LAZY! Haha..

Not gonna update any photos on this post yet, cos i have some feelings issues to let out here..

Somewhat i have been feeling down these few days and i do not know what the hell is happening to me.. PMS perhaps? But hmmm.. I don't think so thats the case.. All along, i'm the type of person who could always be your listening ear when u need to let it all out.. Been hearing this and that from fellow friends.. Advice is all i could give to them in order for them to feel much better.. As for me? Who do i turn to when i need a listening ears? NO ONE! I would pile them all deep down in my heart.. I choose not to share this particular problem with my MUM.. I'm sorry..

When u talk about feelings, no one can ever explain that perfectly to you.. Shit! I can't confessed, cos i'm not fit to say those words to you.. Those foolish theories are now messing with my heart.. I know i shoudn't take those things too hard.. But HEY! I'm human, i can't just stand there, listen to it and laugh at it.. More or less it affected me.. Why should i feel these way? God dammit bitch! We're just FRIENDS and i should straighten out the facts..

The reason why i had my PMS the other day and yelling at a friend to stop, it is all because of this foolish theory.. I can't go on any longer.. A malay saying says that "kalau kau percaya benda tu akan jadi, satu hari dia akan betul-betul terjadi.." and that is what happening to me.. Feelings developed and now i'm bloody stucked in the theory game, so how do i get out of it? It is a NO to fall for that someone.. Reason being, NO, not that i hate him or whatever shits but.......... ERGH! So hard to explain..

Sometimes close friends can accidentally hurt you without you realising it.. I'm hurt by your actions dear friend.. I know, i'm not suppose to have these feelings, so don't argue with me in the day after cos i don't have any explaination for that..

Thank you Kak Amy a.k.a Bitch for your advice.. I'm gonna remain silent and see how it goes for now.. I'm not strong enuff for this sister.. My heart was once shattered by someone whom i love so much and it can't be mend up till now..

Bitch...

2011-07-05T03:12:00.000+08:00

Its been so long and I'm sorry for not updating.. Busy with FINAL EXAMS and thankfully it all went well.. Currently I'm on semester break.. Stepping into YEAR 2 at the end of July.. Enjoying every bit of my holiday back here in S'PORE..

Too many events/incidents to update on.. So i'll just post the photos alright!

And so, what I did in MAY was, I went for a MOVIE MARATHON @ PAVILION.. and bumped into familiar faces.. Watched "Nur Kasih The Movie" & "Karak" back to back.. Went to RTM Angkasapuri for iMuzik Recording with SOFAZR & ISMA AF7.. Manage to visit the AF9 students at "Rumah Kaca"..

For JUNE, we went down to AF9 FINALS at Dataran Putrajaya.. Before that we manage to catch up on our Locals, Tengku Adil & Awi Rafael.. Congrats HAZAMA! Ohh, thank you to the most humble people too, Erul, Kay, Laika & Azri.. =)

Anugerah 2011 Roadshow @ City Square Mall.. SASAFC Reunite for the last time for our Dearest abang, Syed Azmir Syed Azman.. Hope you like all the gifts from us.. We love you abang! <3

Anugerah 2011 Grand Finals.. were there to show my support to my Bestfriend, Aliff Aziz.. Glad to meet him, Umi and family there.. Its been so long since I last met them.. Congratulations to the newly crowned winner, Rahayu Ridwan.. :D

HEY HAZAMA! Shoot at Universal Studios Singapore.. We're so glad that you like the Transformer figurine from us and thank you for acknowledging us Pak Lang! Kawtimmmm!

2011-05-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

Men are the most irritating species on Earth.. They got the same reaction, same attitude, same thinking.. I'm too soft hearted and I ended up giving him chance after chance.. I will be the one who always gives in to him.. Tried to avoid, but FAILED! I can no longer move on in this situation.. I assume you're now busy with your past? Hmmm.. I've got nothing much to say but am here wishing you all the very best.. You're old and wise enough to think for yourself.. I have to accept whatever decision you're made, cos my lips are sealed.. Its like as if there is a huge plaster stuck on my mouth and preventing me from letting my feelings out.. Living this way is much better rather than get things complicated.. I've no more tears to cry on..

SITI JULAIHA, ZAINUDIN, NURRUDIN.. Yous guys are deeply missed by me..

Never ending...

2011-05-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

I'm tired with all these shit! No matter how far i tried to avoid you, we will still end up to square one.. How long does it takes to break off from this cycle? Mixed feelings.. I tried to move on but every little steps that i took, your presence pulled me back.. I really wanna know what am i to you? am not putting any high hopes as usual.. You are so sweet and caring towards me and i appreciate that.. am i too naive to keep giving you chance after chance? Eventhough i know u're gonna break my heart again.. People keep telling me to think wisely.. My heart can't seems to make the decision.. I'm too weak when i'm with you.. I believe in giving people another chance to mend their ways.. But am i making the right choice?

Ya allah, betapa besarnya dugaan yang kau berikan terhadapku? Bilakah semua ini akan berakhir? aku tak berdaya lagi untuk menghadapi semua ini.. kalau betul dia jodohku, aku terima.. tapi jika dia bukan jodohku, kau tolong berikan ku petunjuk.. cukup la selama ini aku bertarung dengan perasaan ku sendiri untuk lupakannya.. dan ia bukan sesuatu yang mudah.. kuatkan la diriku ini ya allah..

Its not easy being me.. Some of you may envy me.. Yes, i do idol chase and mixing around with them.. But all of it is just fantasy and not my reality.. Kita harus berpijak dibumi yang nyata.. Yes, we can dream, but we have to dream logically.. Jangan bermimpi or berangan kepada perkara yang kita sudah tau kita tak akan mendapatkannya.. How long do you want your life to be if you continue on that way? I may look okay from the outside but in the actual fact, i'm not.. am the type of person who do not like to show my inner feelings to public.. Selama mungkin aku terdaya untuk pendam, aku akan pendam.. This is me.. Biar la aku merana sendirian, jangan orang lain yang merana.. aku selalu mengorbankan kebahagiaan aku demi orang lain walaupun hati sendiri yang terluka.. I don't give a damn on my own feelings and i feel bad about it.. aku cuma mampu berserah, tapi sampai bila? I'm sick and tired of all these guessing games.. can someone help me stop all these once and for all? :'(

"tuhan tolong nyatakanlah,

padanya tentang cinta,

adakah masih diriku diperlukan..

tuhan tunjuklah padanya

tentang apa yang ku fikirkan,

adakah cinta ini perlu untuk

dirinya...."

*Dear abang has left us early Monday morning.. He's gonna be away for 2 weeks.. Be safe there abang.. Do take care and we'll see you on the 19th.. Don't forget us okay? #SASAFC miss you many many! <3

Syed Azmir Syed Azman...

2011-05-21T01:44:00.004+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to "Syed Azmir Syed Azman" (SASA)

Dear abang, you're leaving us too soon and that is the most fearful thing to face.. Kita semua respect whatever decisions you made for yourself.. I know it will be selfish of us to keep asking you to stay.. We need to accept the harsh reality that Singapore industry brings you to nowhere.. We definitely will be missing you.. Now, there will be no events to look forward to.. We will miss shouting our lungs out when you sing on stage.. We will miss your jokes, your voice, your acting, your everything.. Thank you for acknowledging us as your sisters.. Penghargaan itu dah cukup untuk kita semua.. #SASAFC is where i make new friends whom i regard as sisters now.. Eventhough at times we misunderstood each other, but we push all aside just for you abang.. Because the bonding that we create is beyond words.. and we realise that we need each other.. I never ever felt this close to a fanclub before.. Hearing that you're gonna leave, i immediately broke down to tears.. Although I'm in KL and being away from all of them, i do get updates frequently.. We truly apologised if we ever neglect you and forget to request for your songs and we are always out of S'pore when you're having shows.. But trust me, we never forget you.. Its just that we are too busy with our own commitments.. Sorry sangat-sangat abang! I can't believe that i teared writing this entry.. Ok, enough of that.. I wanna wish you all the best in your future endeavours.. Don't ever ever forget us pleaseeeeeee? Come back once in while and meet us okay? If not, we'll go chase you nanti.. Hahahaha! Do take good care of yourself, and update us when you're there..

Lastly, ONE LOVE TO #SASAFC! Dear people, i need you guys to be strong aites! We are still sisters no matter what right? I love you guys so much and i don't want us to lose contact with each other after this okay people? *hugsssss* <3

"di sini jua, memori tercipta

walau seketika, terjalin kasih kita

mungkin di sini, kitakan terpisah

kenangan bersama, tiada ku lupa..."

Jangan Kau Lupa, Aku Bukan Sempurna

apology..

2011-04-22T02:58:00.000+08:00

Maybe we didn't realised that we actually neglected you.. From the bottom of my heart, i wanna apologised to you.. Sorry.. :'(

Its not that we've forgotten you, but most of us are tied up with careers and studies.. a part of it maybe we're not being sensitive enuff with your feelings.. we admit it! we just want the old crazy and cheerful you.. All of us misses you.. and we promise, we will be back..

lets bring it on..

2011-04-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN..

Or should i change the title to, "to whoever yang akan terasa?" Oppsss! Terasa ke? Then too bad!

Firstly, i found a discovery and i was EXTREMEEEEELY shocked.. Someone unfollowed me on twitter.. To be exact, its the 5 of us.. Hahaha! Why the sudden decision to unfollow us babe? Serentak pulak tu dia unfollow! Tskk! NOT A BIG DEAL kalau kau unfollow aku, sbab aku sikit pon takde heran dengan pompuan DESPERATE macam kau! Seriously speaking we don't get it! I think you have some personal issues with yourself.. Better go and see a psychiatrist yarr? How old are you again? Hmmm.. Lupa! Hehe.. I know you have some issues yang kau tak puas hati dengan kita.. But please, tak perlu nak sindir-menyindir on twitter.. Honestly speaking, some of my tweets are NOT for you! Tapi kau yang terasa sendiri and making me look bad.. Know what? We are YOUNG ADULTS, and we should settle this face to face.. and not like you, hiding behind twitter! All you do is BLABLABLA! So if you have problems with me, come straight to my face and say it! Don't act like one CHILDISH kid! Grow up sister! I may be 20 but aku rasa fikiran aku ni lebih matang dari kau.. Dulu call aku cakap mintak maaf and all, but in the end you started the fire back right? After that incident, i thought i wanna forget it all and start anew.. But suddenly, kau terasa dengan twitter update aku and you were like "kau nak amik la, aku tak heran.." What was that for? I updated bout my college party, referring to some BITCHES that i met there.. Not you! Sekarang dah terang yang kau tak IKHLAS mintak maaf.. Kalau kau dah lupakan semua tu, kau tak akan sebut lagik.. Betul tak? You've shown me your true colors without me forcing you.. Thank you very much!

Regarding ABPBH.. One word for you, JEALOUSY! You are plain jealous right? What for? Bukan kau dah dapat pass ke? Kononnya pass "VIP" lagik! Abeh tu apasal tak pergi? Pergi je laa, takde sape nak halang kau.. Dah tk dapat pegi, kau nak salahkan kita semua pulak.. Jealous dengan tweets and twitpic kiteorang kan? Listen up, twitter aku, aku peh suka la nak update ape.. I've got other followers yang interested nak tau.. So i wanna share it with them.. takkan itu pon tak bleh? Kalau kau sakit hati, jangan la view.. Its simple as that..

The first time i met you, you are okay.. But after that you've CHANGED! TOTALLY! honest opinion la kan.. kau semakin GEDIK, DESPERATE, IRRITATING etc.. Pernah tak kau sedar diri? For once wake up! Kita start rapat all because of SOFAZR.. and i know you aren't a fan of them.. nama dorang pon kau tak tau.. It all started when aku invite S and SV to their album launching.. Did i ask you along? No right? Sbab kau ckp kau dah book flight "kononnya" nak pergi BALI.. dalam hati mmg tkde niat pon nak bawak kau sekali laa! Tapi kau yang sibuk nak ikot.. kau ckp "tempted la nak pergi".. aku ni pon sebagai kawan yang baik, bawak la kau gi album launching tu..

After the event, FUHHH! Perangai makin menjadi la siott! I have a CONFESSION to make to you.. Memang! aku mengaku yang aku jealous.. who's not? i've been with them for 5-6 fucking years! Been through up and down with the whole gang.. and suddenly you came into the picture and wanted to snatch everything away from me? You wanted to take over me.. Do this and that! WTF! Siapa yang tak sakit hati? i am jealous, because i care too much for them.. FAHAM? One question yang aku nak tanya.. Sebelum ni, mmg we are from certain fanclubs and doing things together.. Tapi pernah tak aku takeover and trying to rule kerja korang? PERNAH TAK? aku rasa tak pernah langsong! Dulu whatever events, yang active cuma aku, SV & L! So please RESPECT us! and aku rasa they are also IRRITATED if you keep asking lame, stupid and foolish questions to them on twitter.. i can see clearly that they ARE irritated sebenarnya..

Ohh! and another thing.. one of the members punya number, siapa yang bagi kau? aku kan? itupun untuk wish the other one happy birthday.. thats it! bukan untuk urusan peribadi message sesuka hati.. recently i went to their shooting location and was super duper shock that one of them cakap "azie tau tak yg dorang ada kat sini, tapi dah balik semalam.." MOTIVE? Motive kau nak bagitau dia yg kau kat KL nak buat apa? You don't have to update every freaking thing to them pe? kau fikir dorang nak tau pe kau buat ape semua? They don't give a DAMN! Banyak lagik benda yg dorang nak settle laa.. FB status, kau cuma comment dia tu je.. yg lagi satu tu kau tak reti nk comment or at least like? Padahal dia la yg bnyk berjasa and tolong kita semua.. treat them equally la.. susah sangat ke? tskk!

aku dah bnyk bersabar, tapi kau selalu MELEBIH! There's a time that i breakdown, and wanted to leave everything behind.. But i can't! Cos i'm not strong enuff! Cukup la dulu kita ada masalahnya dengan Kakak tu.. i don't want history to repeat itself again.. Demi L & SV i have to be strong and continue whats left..

Bnyk lagik la benda yg blom settle sebenarnya.. Kalau tak tak puas hati, we set a time and meet up.. Don't be SISSY and mengumpat belakang je.. Senang cerita kau PENGECUT! COWARDS! You know where to find me right huh...

the false alarm..

2011-03-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

and so, just now families all gathered at Busu's crib without me.. How sad? Nah! Its okay.. was busy tweeting with my BITCH;NIKKI.. and she SHOCKED me.. at first, they were all discussing bout Busu's departure to CHINA for a week.. and apart from that she said, MUM told the rest that she's gonna marry me off right after i grad from UNI with a guy named (insert name).. WTF! I don't even know that guy, so how am i supposed to get married to him? Furthermore, i'm still young and i wanna enjoy life.. In addition, i already have my potiental candidate.. was damn shocked that i took a bath after that.. moral of the story, it was a FALSE ALARM! Baik skali kakak! Mcm nak tercabut jantung okay! Don't ever do that again pleaseee.. ILY! <3

Counting down to 5 days.. and counting down to 2 weeks for TEMASEK! Can't wait to get my ass back home.. MUM & DAD called and i literally cried over the phone, cos i missed them so much that i wanna hug & kiss them.. Most imptly i missed Mum's sambal sotong and rendang ayam, Dad's signature dish, asam pedas ikan pari too! *drools*

on the other hand, he's back on track for work.. alhamdullilah.. IMY MANY MANY! <3

Cloud 9!

2011-03-26T02:56:00.000+08:00

I freaking can't wait for NON-CONTACT WEEK!

gonna head back to TEMASEK! Terribly missing MUM & DAD and the rest, CROWNIEEE, ABEEL, AMEEL, ANIQ etc.. I missed mum's cooking, my awesomely big fat bed, my TV, my wireless internet connection, dad's nagging.. and and, i miss lepak-ing with my brothers and sisters, ZAI, DIN, AZIZ, JU, MAL etc..

For the time being, i'm looking forward to next week.. Firstly i got a job to settle on Sat and i seriously can't wait for that.. Hopefully jadi laa kan.. Cos i rindu with the ppl thats gonna be there.. Secondly, can't wait to head up to GENTING for ABPBH with my wonderful friends.. So stay tuned.. *excited*

Dad's birthday coming up and i've yet to decide on what present to get him.. My dad is a simple man, he'll appreciate whatever gifts that i'm gonna get for him.. In addition, its my LIL BITCH;CROWNIEEE, ANIQ, NURIN HAZIRAH birthday.. Oh my, my luggage is sure to be heavy with all the presents.. this year, we'll be celebrating MAY BABIES @ COSTA SAND.. Excited much? Yes, I AM! Maybe taking a week off from my hectic classes.. Hehs! and i'm gonna discuss with dad about purchasing a car for me.. *fingers cross* =)

am glad that everyone is recovering from their sickness, especially that guy there.. hehe.. ;P

I'm on cloud nine.. Thanks to youuuuu! <3

KJH..

2011-03-24T02:35:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings! Pity my bloggy, dah dusty dah.. Tskk! So, what have you guys been up to? I'm all good but been busy with assignments lately..

For the past weeks, went for KJB @ Danga Bay.. It was 3 days of ENDURANCE.. Hahaha.. Hafta endure the bloody scorching hot weather.. as expected i brought back "sunburns".. Thats aside, met up with my wonderful friends and also my lovely sister, KAK LYNA! Missed her like crazy.. Now she's back, i'm a happy goober.. Since the day she went MIA, i've been struggling alone to keep the FC going.. Alhamdullilah, i manage to 'recruit' more fans.. 5 years and counting.. Hehe.. Plus another strong back-up, SV! The three of us equals to FULL FORCE! I'm so lovin it.. Not to forget the rest, LYN, SHIKIN, JAMILAH, AISHAH..

as usual, we're there to support SOFAZR, AKIM & TOMOK! *woots* and on that day too, we received an unexpected news from them.. AREMEER SOFAZR Dad passed away on that fine morning itself.. read the news as soon as i step out of the hotel room.. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.. To Aremeer, kuatkan semangat yerr.. Al-Fatihah.. ;(

So here are some photos that we took, enjoy ya'll! More photos up on FB.. =)

2011-03-21T01:25:00.001+08:00

gilaaaaaaa!

2011-03-16T01:44:00.000+08:00

I've been very patient with you guys for so long.. Enduring and suck it all in.. Baru kenal dah nak melebih.. Since you guys joined us, dah porak-peranda jadinya.. korang buat aku malu selama dengan korang.. whatever that you guys plan or do, ada korang inform aku in advance? tau-tau je jadi.. Like WTF! abeh aku kat situ dengar je conversation korang, sesi puji-memuji korang.. i'm like one dumb fella down there.. the BIG question is apasal korang suka melebih ni? if you guys nak buat sesuatu, kita buat la sesama.. jangan sebab korang nak dorang hargai kau lebih, korang ketepikan kita.. who do think you guys are? kalau yer pon "die-hard" fan, jangan sampai memalukan akuuu! and please, i don't think u guys are in the category of "die-hard" fans.. bnyk lagik benda yang korang tak tau.. so just shut the fuck up and go with the flow.. Do you fucking get it?

Stop it with korang punya mengampu, aku menyampah gilaaa babi kat korang ah! You guys are too much, do you know that? Know what i have a word to label you guys.. and the word is "DESPERATE".. Desperate for attention from them right? I know.. pernah terfikir tak if they are irritated by your actions? actually deep down inside and clear cut i can say, THEY ARE IRRITATED! cuma tanak tunjuk and kecik kan hati korang je..

sampai bila pon korang tak akan sedar.. sebab korang syiok sendiri nak mampos!

i'm irritated..

2011-02-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

i can't take it all in.. i seriously can't accept the fact, that someone may one day REPLACE me.. i was the FIRST to know u, i was the FIRST person that u asked for, i was the one who MISSED u, i was the one who always give my endless support to.. didn't expect it to turn out this way.. its damn UGLY!

was hoping that history won't repeat itself again.. i'm so stressed that i wanna breakdown and cry.. Goodnight all..

IMY! <3

jiwa kacau...

2011-02-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

I've OFFICIALLY resigned from work.. Thank you, and i'm sure gonna miss my colleagues.. I'm left with a few days before I start college.. Busy packing my stuffs.. as the day approaches, i'm becoming more and more quiet.. Reflecting and imagining on how my life would be in months to come without FAMILIES by my side again.. Gosh! It hurts being away from your loved ones.. Getting pampered here most of the times.. Thats why rasa berat hati nak berpisah with families again for the second time..

Ok, so here's some of the photos that i owe.. Photos from several EVENTS/MEETINGS that i went to..

1) JANGAN BETULKAN TV ANDA RECORDING feat. KOPI BUJANG..

2) UPON MEETING SYAMSUL YUSOF/SHAHEIZY SAM in SG..

3) SOFAZ(R) SHOWCASE/PROMO @ THE STORE SUNGAI BULOH..

4) TUESDAY NIGHT with the LADIES..

February..

2011-02-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

Welcome FEBRUARY.. time flies real fast.. there's no need for me to explain why i MIA from blogging.. Work is a BITCH! Saving up for KL next week.. Feels weird cos its been 2 weeks of NO SHOPPING DAY for me.. But hey! I've got my ITOUCH already, with my own hard earn cash.. Proud of myself! *claps*

So what shud i call it? Hmmm..

Heading to KL next week with JULAIHA.. Just the two of us.. we need a getaway badly.. Might be meeting some friends too.. *excited*

met up for dinner with my "MINAHS" for the past few week.. had a super duoer long conversation/gossiping session with them.. Korang mmg terbaik dowh! Sayang korang many many! Shud do another meet up, cos i want my merchandise from Aizat's showcase.. hehe.. =P

Congrats to my bros, SOFAZ(R).. cos "MAAF DARI HATI" manage to clinched top spots on Hot FM.. Keep on voting guys! Its like a routine for me to vote their songs every night before heading to bed.. hahaha.. dah tanggungjawab kita kan..

Before i end, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL! May this be a prosperous year.. =)

"ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku, hati masih terus keliru.. andai kau fahami isi hatiku, yang benar ingin memilikimu..."

my bitch..

2011-01-26T01:53:00.000+08:00

This will be a special post to whom it may concern..

i was set aback when i heard it coming out from my bestfriend's mouth.. Trying not to take it seriously.. Maybe its just our wild imaginations.. On the other hand, i'm kinda sad.. i'm afraid that it might hurt my bestfriend feelings.. i'm sorry if it hurt you directly or indirectly babe.. we have to stay positive aites? i don't think he's into me.. told you before that he's not my type.. u know yourself that the characteristics of our dream guy is totally off, not similar at all.. so, why worry? Chill okay babe.. trust me, if it were to happen in the future, i won't betray our friendship.. Our 10 years friendship is much much more precious than him.. But then again, i'm in love with his bestfriend, NOT him.. hahahahaha.. you know, i know right? My "BabyBoy".. hehe.. So, cheer up.. we still got a long way to go.. if it is meant to be yours, it will come back to you one day.. just that we don't really know when.. Lastly, I Love You Bitch! Hahaha.. My bitch, my bestfriend, my irritating sister etc.. <3

overdue photos...

2011-01-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

Those are overdue photos from UNTUKMU SINARAN HATI & KECOH FINALS RECORDING.. =)

2011-01-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

BUSY LIKE A BEE..

Been busy with work.. working full shift every single day.. will get back to my blog soon.. got a few photos to be uploaded.. till later then.. i gotta get some sleep.. *toodles*

tolong ingatkan aku...

2011-01-11T02:15:00.001+08:00

SUN, was supposed to be in KL for AJL25.. But due to unforeseen circumstances, i can't make it.. Instead i head down to MEDIACORP for KECOH (Finals) Recording.. as usual, we were there for SYED AZMIR SYED AZMAN! Hahahaha! along the way to Mediacorp, i was feeling really down.. Bak kata SOFAZ(R) "Jiwa Kacauuuuuu!".. haha.. i updated my tweet about jiwa kacau and WAN SOFAZ(R) laughed at me.. kurang asam btol! i was feeling down sebab tak dpt join the crowd in AJL and most importantly sedih sbab tak dpt jumpa SOFAZ(R).. Cos they're performing for AJL post party.. Sedih gilaaa babs okay! Photos will be uploaded later..

Managed to watch AJL25 cos we rushed home from the recording.. Congrats to ANA RAFFALI.. "Tolong Ingatkan Aku" overall champion.. Eventhough many were shock with the results, but come to think of it, i seriously think she deserves it.. Firstly, she composed her own songs, wrote her own lyrics and sing her own songs.. Secondly, a talented lady that can play musical instruments.. Thirdly, her lyrics are very meaningful.. Bak kata orang, sungguh mendalam.. No use discussing about who deserve to win cos its over.. Rezeki masing-masing.. we shud respect that.. But HAFIZ AF7 really nailed it! He is just AWESOME! am so proud to be one of his fans.. ada hikmah disebalik kemalangan yang dialaminya.. 'NOKTAH CINTA' SECOND & BEST VOCALS for HAFIZ! Salute laaaa! Flawless vocals! He proved that AF7 is still the BEST.. I am a fan of AF7.. Cos i realised that their batch is much more worth it to watch rather than some other seasons, they have their own X-FACTOR & TALENT.. Unlike some reality stars who rely on their looks, gossips rather than talent.. Congrats to BLACK & MUH too! DRAMA KING ftw! was hoping that BLACK, SOFEA JANE to clinch one of the category.. But its ok though.. No forgetting MR HOT DADDY a.k.a FAIZAL TAHIR.. HANYUT mmg terbaik derrr! No doubt bout that.. Hehehe..

Saya rindu mereka.. ;(

at around 130AM.. i received a call from AISHAH.. and guessed who is on the line.. ZIMI SOFAZ(R)! I was definitely shocked! the first thing i said to him is "rinduuuuuuuu".. hehe.. and he laughed.. so he was asking why I was not there and blablabla.. He's so sweet.. chatted for a while then he passed the phone to WAN SOFAZ(R)! Damn! I shouted like one crazy bitch.. hahaha.. I missed them so freaking much.. chatted and laughed along when WAN disturbed Aishah.. Hahahaha.. Cute la korangg! I wished i was there.. But its ok, as long as i dapat dengar suara dorang, then i'm fine.. Terubat sikit rindu kat korang.. I promised to come down for your next event.. hehe.. most probably around JB & KL sahaja yerr! =D

2011..

2011-01-11T02:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Tuesday y'all! I'm gonna update my blog first before i head to bed..

Ohh, how was your New Year Countdown? Mine was fine.. Met up with ZAI, JU & DIN after work.. It was an impromptu plan.. waited for DIN to end work, he was damn late and we ended up counting down at BPP instead.. Pfft! Its okay my brother, we understand.. hahaha.. afterwhich, headed to AL-AZHAR for supper.. then we camwhore using polaroid camera.. we spammed two freaking boxes of films.. Gilaaaaa! Spending time with bestfriends is all i need to start off my new year.. I don't see a must going to countdowns at MBS, Esplanade or Beach Party.. I hate it! Cos its gonna be packed with humans, especially banglas.. HAHAHAHA! We head back home at 2AM..

as for FRI, went to SINARAN HATI.. a charity event organised by SURIA for TAA.. Like finally I get to meet up with my fellow SASAFC! Missed them so much! Not to forget, i missed ABANG too! hahahaha.. and i'm so proud of SASAFC, we spent $200 for the tickets.. Way to go girls! Eventhough SASA didn't perform any singing items but still we came and supported him.. Like he said, he was doing a stupid thing, but he don't mind as long its all for charity.. and thankfully ALIFF AZIZ was there performing too.. Double Combo! Got to meet abang & my bestfriend too.. Great! Took photos at the reception.. Blablabla.. and off home.. i got a few photos for now, cos the rest i haven't receive it yet from SV.. =)

we are just 'bestfriends...' =)

i miss youuuuu..

2011-01-05T02:05:00.002+08:00

I came across a photo and suddenly, i missed my A.A.. I wonder how is he now? Now then i realized that i actually do have feelings for him too.. its just a waste that he confessed to me a lil bit too late.. Oh well, time passed and i'm sure he totally forgotten about me..

On the other hand, i've been thinking too much about my "BabyBoy".. Do i still stand a chance to be with him? Its damn complicated that sometimes i thought of giving all up.. a part of me says that i may end up with him and stay strong, believe in miracles.. a part of me says that i shud just confessed and walked out of his life forever.. Ergh! I don't really know what to do.. Its been bugging me alot lately.. Kalau dah jodoh mmg tak kemana.. I know that, but till when do i have to hang on to something that is still unclear?

am thankful that "BabyBoy" kept me distracted all these while.. no one has ever made me feel this way for such a long time.. you hold a key to my heart, but sadly that key is not your first.. still, i'm proud to say that i've moved on.. Finally i can put you, MR.H at the back of my mind.. you're NOT my N0.1 priority anymore.. I can no longer hang on to you.. i wished that u would change for the better.. =)

I believed that if we're meant to be together, we will one day meet and thats when u'll say "I'm Yours.." <3

Ngangkung in JB..

2010-12-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

manage to watch "Ngangkung" in JB with JULAIHA, SHAHRIL & FARHAN.. an outing with work mates, the 4 of us took an off day from work together.. Hahaha.. How cute can we be? =)

Thought of watching "My Soul To Take" but sadly some "cowards" dare not watched a horror movie like that.. so, we end up watching "Ngangkung" instead.. It was a great movie.. No wonder its a Box-Office movie.. Round of applause to Shaheizy Sam, Angah RL etc..

when there's 2 girls and 2 guys, there ought to be kecoh-ness.. hahaha.. mind the photos, sebab bnyk gmbr Shahril tengah syiok sendiri.. hahahaha.. had a hell lot of laughing session.. From the runaway rats to AN's eyesight to camwhoring and others.. Great company i've got here..

Next week, will be visiting JB again with the same old people.. =)

maaf dari hati...

2010-12-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

"MAAF DARI HATI

MOHD ATLAS..."

13DEC, went to KL for a day trip with my girls.. "Maaf Dari Hati..Mohd Atlas..." was lauched by SOFAZ(R) under Global Records.. Had a blast at Salomo Bistro.. met up with quite a number of celebrities like KAK ISMA, AKIM, TOMOK etc.. The food was nice too!

Congratulations to ONE, ZIMI, AREMEER, FAIRUZ, SYAH & RODIE for the successful album launch event.. and thank you so much for inviting us.. Rest assured, we're always behind you guys! =)

wrong...

2010-12-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

I know i'm wrong.. Falling for you at this point of time is just a silly idea.. But i can't helped it either.. You're one mysterious guy that come creeping in my heart.. The most heartbreaking thing is that you're someone else's property.. I promised myself not to break apart people's relationship.. Seriously speaking, i'm damn tired of being the "good" party.. I'm the only one who always think of other people's feelings.. But what about me? Who's gonna take good care of mine? You left me clueless boy.. All i could do is admire you from far.. I have such complicated love cycle.. and i wonder when will it end like a fairytale ending..

dan bila esok..

2010-12-13T00:34:00.003+08:00

"Dan bila esok kitakan bertemu kembali..

Masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu..

Untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki..

Untuk selama-lamanya..

Dan bila esok, kitakan bertemu kembali..

Masihkah ada waktu untuk mecinta dirimu..

Untuk bisa menjagai hati ini..

Untuk selama-lamanya.."

I'm back! Gonna update on my last weekends.. SAT & SUN, went to *Scape for MANJA ROCK event with friends.. SAT was the soundcheck session.. went with SHIKIN, JAMILAH & SV.. met SOFAZ(R).. Yeayy! Wan was shock laa kan.. Had a long chat with them.. ZIMI tersangat laaa COMEL! Hehe.. They went back to their hotel, we chilled at Coffee Bean after that.. called up JULAIHA.. met her & SHAHRIL after work, and we cab back home together, it was an impromptu plan though.. HAHA!

As for SUN, went back to *Scape.. we're damn early siaaa! hahaha.. Slacked at LJS.. and i decided to get them gifts.. so we walked to CENTREPOINT.. then we walked back to *Scape.. Hahaha.. was so surprised when i saw them.. SOFAZ(R) dah sampai.. Yeayy! Yeayy! waited for them to finish their interview and photoshoot.. Lepas tu kita mingle-mingle around.. I'm having so much fun hanging out with them.. watched their live performances and home sweet home.. HAH! Let the pictures do the talking then..

Going away for a day later to attend an important event.. Follow me on twitter to get updates yarr! Thank you! Have a great week ahead people.. XOXO

SOFAZ(R) <3

errands...

2010-12-08T02:11:00.000+08:00

What did I do just now? RUN ERRANDS! To Post Office then BBDC then work..

I guess today doesn't end well for me.. I'm damn pissed with my workplace.. FIRSTLY, they change my work schedule without asking for my permission.. SECONDLY, that particular "DOG" did not personally call me and inform me about it a few hours before i start work.. So, who is to blame? None other than your management laaa! ASSHOLE! To that "Manager Wannabe", tolong jangan jadi macam SIAL boleh tak? Kau fikir, itu company BAPAK kau punya ke? You just came out of the blue and re-organise everything as if that place is yours? FUCK YOUUU! Who do think you are? Firstly, you do not have a bloody work permit, and kau boleh banyak bunyi pulak? Memang dasar pendatang asing! Kau gi balik negara kau pon cantik ah! Your service is NOT needed btw.. we are better off WITHOUT you! Do not accuse me of something that i never do.. FYI, i was SICK for god sake.. Bukan suka-suka paitao kerja dowh!

I stayed in until JULAIHA end work.. SHAHRIL paitao, without telling us beforehand.. So there's only KAT, MIKE & JU on the service floor.. What I did? I slept in the private room all along.. They asked me to cover SHAHRIL shift, but i refused! HAHAHA! You guys deserve it mannn! Itu la, aku nak kerja korang tak bagi, sekarang tak cukup orang baru nak carik aku? HELLO! aku bukan ANJING kauuu! Thank you very nice yerr! You guys better treat me nicely, OR ELSEEEE.. You shud know very well what i'm gonna do.. I can bring your company down in just seconds.. Just BEWARE! =P

troubleshooting..

2010-12-07T01:05:00.001+08:00

Back with the latest updates.. Anyways, like my new blogskin? I'm so in love with it! Not forgetting, my music bank.. =)

Well, here are the photos taken from my short getaway with families.. From KL to PD to MELAKA.. then back to S'PORE.. Our holiday didn't turn out well, it was a series of unfortunate events.. Oh well, life have to move on.. Thank you God for giving me such a sporting, understanding and yet lovable families.. <3

That is just part of the photos.. View more on my FB.. Look, i have such awesome family? How bout you? ada ke tak? LOL! Currently busy with work.work.work.. Hahaha.. 13 Dec, a SPECIAL date for me.. Meeting my BOYFRIENDDD! Like finally! Saya rindu sangat dengan dia.. <3

calls for a celebration..

2010-11-24T22:30:00.005+08:00

Yaww! Today is the last day of SEMESTER yaww! Hahaha.. Freaking excited to have my 3 months holiday..

In the morning, we did our FINAL HUMAN COMM presentation and it went well despite the rush before that.. Initially the plan was to go KARAOKE after the presentation but it was kinda late when we reached home.. So, we hafta give it amiss.. Last day in campus and we gone BONKERS camwhoring with our formal attire.. Crazy much? YESSS OF COS! Hahaha.. I had a blast today with MAB mates.. Gonna miss each and everyone of them cos everyone is going back to their hometown this week.. *sob-sob*

Hopefully we gotta meet everyone in the next semester..

So, as for the weekends holiday plan.. was supposed to stay in KL till Sat and wait for families to come.. But in the end MUM called and she said, its better for me to get my ass back home first and we'll proceed together from SG.. Troublesome laaaa! But its okay.. There's nothing much for me to do here in DESARIA.. Oh well.. will be taking the morning bus at 9AM on FRI..

Till here then, enjoy the photos.. I'm fcukingly hungry but my roomate is sound asleep.. Bangun la gilaaaaaaaa! *sigh*

work.work.work..

2010-11-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

WORK WAS HELL! as usual.. there's a new Full-timer and i hated him.. like seriously.. he have a habit of pulling ppl's arm when he wanna talk to you.. what the heck! i can sue you for molesting you know.. hahaha.. LAME! and a new hostess Part-timer.. She's a BITCH! more worst than a bitch.. Bodoh punya pompuan.. mcm good-good jek! Blah ah kauu! she shud refer to us before bringing any guest after 930PM.. CB!

Anyway, will be working again later.. Afternoon shift.. and then a celebration for November Birthday Babies.. going back to KL on Monday for week.. all because of Human Comm presentation.. Fcuked up!

broken-hearted girl..

2010-11-19T01:56:00.003+08:00

Thank you for your company all these while.. i'm thankful that i've given a chance to be a part of life before.. as much as i want to treat you as my friend, i failed everytime i tried.. why can't i just moved on with life just like what you just did? please don't call, don't come back.. it feels so hard to accept the fact that u're gonna be someone else's property.. i regretted coming back to you and rejected the other two.. I'm sorry "S" & "R".. i didn't mean to hurt you guys.. i'm just too foolish! can't believe that i actually fall for his words.. may this be a lesson learnt for me.. i really wish that i won't fall for you back again.. Bestfriends, i'm hoping that you guys would help me out in this.. Do not mention his name again infront of me.. Do not inform me about his whereabouts.. and i hope i won't bump into u ever again.. although deep down inside, i still do miss you.. what should i do to move on and erase you from my mind?

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Shud i delete u off from my contacts? Shud i delete u from my FB friendlist? Goshh! Ya Allah, kenapa kau uji aku dengan sebegini rupa.. i'm not strong enuff to move on..

I JUST CAN'T! ;(

i'm back on track..

2010-11-19T01:16:00.010+08:00

Whats up peopleeeee! I fcuking-ly miss blogging.. I'm back on track with blogging, like finally, provided blogger pleaseee don't give me any problems no more aites..
So, i'm currently in S'pore, final exams are over.. assignments and presentations all done, except for HUMAN COMMUNICATION.. Changed blogskin.. will edit more of it later, its still under construction..

with this new blogskin, i'm hoping to start life anew.. a new chapter of my life.. but when i wanna start life anew, someone just pissed me off a few minutes ago.. BASTARDDD! He/She is a poser.. Nowadays, he/she updates his/her status like mine.. Be ORIGINAL la weyy! Since when did u update status all in english? yours are just a carbon copy of mine.. words for words siaaaa! Perangai doggg! Some others too realised that about her FB status.. Hey babe/dude, be yourself.. don't tryna be an ATTENTION SEEKER will you? you do not have to update every single minutes.. we're not interested in your fucking life bodoh! GET A LIFE! Its FREE by the way.. Sorry, for the harsh words, but you DESERVE it.. I can be NASTY if you push me to the limits!

back to MY LIFE, went out with LIL BITCH;CROWNIEEE and her friends.. went around town, searching for her prom dress.. then off to CP, met JULAIHA & WANI.. off to Fajar MacD for dinner and lastly lepak with my abang, ZAI.. Exhausted siot! Hahahaha.. working later, PM shift.. but meeting gf earlier, i wanna shop first! Hehs!
Do you guys have twitter? Please do follow me, INFINITY_azie.. Thanks! Ohh, my dearest abang finally has a twitter account, please do follow him too, Syed_Azmir.. =D

[ raya.. raya.. raya.. ]

2010-09-22T16:54:00.006+08:00

after so fcuking long of not updating my blog, HEY!, I'M BACK! Hehe.. Poor bloggy, kena abandoned by me.. Sorry! So, what i've been up to? Currently busy with mid-term exams.. just came back from my hometown, Singapore.. Raya holidays were fine, i had a blast celebrating with families.. How's yours? Oh, i guess its not too late for me to wish "SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN".. =D

Lotsa things happen during fasting month.. I shall not elaborate more on it.. Buat sakit hati jek.. *sigh*

Nothing much to update for today, cos i need to revise for exams 2mrw.. So, just enjoy my raya photos.. Before that, i wanna congratulate my Dearest Brother, ZAI.. Finally, he passed his TP! Yeayy! after this, i can tumpang him already.. hehe.. =P

[ First update... ]

2010-08-19T13:49:00.008+08:00

My Faculty! FCMB! =D

My first draft for magazine cover assignment...

What's up Earthlings! Yes, my blog is damn dusty.. Been busy with classes and the wireless here sucks.. So, where shud i start? Ermm, i'm currently and officially a "University" student in "Lim Kok Wing University of Creative Technology".. we call it "LUCT" for short.. Alhamdullilah! Loving my class alot.. Firstly...

- i do not have class on Monday..

- i only take 3 subjects for this Semester..

- most of my class starts at 9AM and end, latest by 1PM..

- time-table very flexible..

- lots of holidays..

- We have study trip to Bali, London, Cambodia etc, for every Semester..

- We do not have to sit for FYE, is we attend the overseas study trip..

GEREK OR WHATTT? Hahahahaha! Enjoying life here.. But still, there's assignment to be done.. hehe.. First assignment, to design a magazine covers.. in a midst of completing it, 60% done.. "Steel Youngz" & "Switched Out" will be my cover boys.. Hehehe.. =D

On the other hand, i'm fcuking excited cos i'm going back to "Temasek" on the 26th August.. 6 more days yaww! Btw, i wanna congratulate my LIL BITCH;CROWNIE for scoring A1 for the Malay O-Levels.. I'm so proud of youuu! Its in the blood right? Hahaha..

Selamat Berpuasa to everyone.. Fasting here is a challenge.. Sungguh menguji kesabaran.. hehe.. So far, blom pernah ponteng lagik.. I nak full marks! Hehe.. XD

[ Private Blog... ]

2010-07-24T18:03:00.003+08:00

Back home from Mid Valley.. Look what i bought! "Lagenda Budak Setan" novel.. Excited to read it.. But not now, gonna start when i move to my hostel.. =)

Random photos, just feel like uploading it.. HEE!

Fyi, i've posted something at my private blog.. Entitled "The Fugly Couple Of The Year!".. Cerita dia best tau.. Don't missed it! Leave your email to get access to my private blog.. =))

[ First Post... ]

2010-07-22T20:05:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT MALAM KUALA LUMPUR!

You guessed it right! Its my first ever post here in KL.. I left my hometown Singapore on the 19th July, Monday.. Took a flight to KL, and the sweetest part of all is, SHIKIN & FYQAH send me off at the airport.. Sweet kan this two? Hehe.. They gave me a huge teddy bear with our photo on it.. SWEETS! Thank you girls! and i'm missing you guys already.. Come to KL soon pleaseee? Hehs! =P

Touched down about an hour after that.. the representative from my school was suppose to fetched me from the airport, but we ended up staying over at Aunty Fida's crib.. The next day we head down to my school and settle everything.. ALL DONE! But sadly, the in campus hostel is not meant for International students.. So we have to stay at the off campus hostel called "Desaria Villa Condominium".. and my house is right opposite the swimming pool, and the best part is my room ada air-con.. Hehe.. and the school provide a bus for us to go to and fro to the shopping mall.. if i malas nak basuh baju, ada kedai laundry, campak jek pat situ nnt dorang basuh and gosokkan.. Ya ampun! Best gilaaa! =P

Yesterday, MUM & DAD went back to SG.. send them off at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil.. and as expected i cried.. i have never been seperated from my parents for more than 5 days.. Still remembered my OBS camp, baru first day jek dah melalak depan members.. Buat malu la.. Harap jek umur dah 19, tapi jiwa gembeng! Hmmm...

Currently, still staying over at my aunt house till Monday.. Monday orientation, and most importantly we students can come anytime to school between 9AM-5PM.. Best or what?

Sidetrack, i'm so touched when abang SASA & abang FL gave my well wishes.. especially abang SASA, he commented on my FB wall, and i teared reading it.. So concern.. Thank You abang-abangs! =))

p/s: Thank You to those who came to my farewell party.. and thanks for the gift too.. might update some private & confidential stuffs on my private blog.. Those yang nak baca, leave me your email.. Makasih ya!

[ Jalan Terussss... ]

2010-07-10T00:12:00.003+08:00

*woots*

Macam rajin la pulak aku ni kan.. update blog.. hehe.. There's sumting that i really need to update about.. Firstly, to my GREATEST FRIEND EVER; ZAI.. You're so sweet la abang.. Thanks for the advice and your words of wisdom.. Yes, i definitely gonna miss you loads too! The time when i got no one to turn to, you're always there for me when i need someone to listen to my rants.. Damn! I'm gonna cry buskets here.. Thanks alot! Seriously! <3

Had a great dinner with GF;JULAIIHA and here parents at HOLIDAY INN HOTEL! The food there are loved! Especially the desserts.. Mouth wateringgg! *yummm*

I guess, yesterday was my last visit to Mediacorp for 90'AN GEREK Pre-Recording.. and for the first time we SASA FC present our T-Shirts! Loving the duet by SASA & Fauziah Latiff with "Teratai Layu Di Tasik Madu".. Hafta redo it 4 times, sebab Fauziah Latiff lupa lirik when she look at abang! HAHA! Hawt sangat ke abang tu? Agaknya la kan? Hehe.. SASA shud do a cover on that! He sound damn nice singing that song.. Oh well! abang la katakan! Hahaha... we enjoyed ourselves throughout the recording despite the empty stomach.. hehe.. "JALAN TERUSSSSSSSSSSS, SASA FC!" Gonna miss you guys too! ;(

Final update, will be leaving on the 19th July.. Departs at 235PM.. Terminal 1.. To friends/families do come over to my crib for "Farewell Gathering" aites! Ok, dah! Itu sahaja! Hehe.. =P

[ resigned... ]

2010-07-04T01:53:00.010+08:00

HEYY! Back for updates yaww! Saya sungguh busy dot com.. HAHA!

1) SHORT GETAWAY TO KL...

went to KL with families and Gf;Julaiiha.. we seriously enjoyed our stay, eventhough it was just 2 days.. we went to Sungei Wang, Masjid India etc.. bumped into Shikin.. she's on holiday too! But alone with her KL friends.. Beraninyeeee budak ni.. Hehe.. I'm dying to dropby Times Square for KRU Roadshow cause ada Tomok, Daus, Ain etc.. Sedih, can't make it.. Yang lain sebok nak shopping pat tempat lain.. Checked in to Kuala Lumpur International Hotel.. share a room with Gf.. Its just the 2 of us in the room, but the kecoh-ness dah mcm 10 orang punya bilik.. GILA! The next following day, we celebrated FATHER'S DAY together with our Daddies! Happening! we LOVE our DADDIES! we're off to Melaka that 2nd day.. Had our Hi-Tea at Mahkota Parade Hotel.. blablablablabla.. Reached SG at 12AM close to 1AM..

2) HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY SYED AZMIR (S.A.S.A)

Last Friday, SASA FC head down to Mediacorp for abang's performance.. He's doing an opening for Anugerah Skrin Result Show.. we brought along gifts, cakes etc.. it was a half an hour event.. after the show, we went off to the reception and waited for the birthday boy.. as he approached us, we sang him a birthday song.. cut his cake, receive his gifts, took photos and off he go.. member in a rush sebab nak tengok bola punya pasal.. HAHA! everything settled, we dropby Adam Rd for late dinner then cabbed home.. Happy Birthday abangggg! we hope you enjoyed the mini celebration.. SASA FC LOVES YOUUUU! <3

3) HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ZAI!

My dearest brother just turn a year older.. we surprise him with a mini celebration.. sweet kan kita? Hehe.. Thanks to my other brothers for your co-operation too! DIN, JAI & FARIS! *loves*

4) RESIGNED...

Saya sudah berhenti kerja! Haha.. YES! i have to resign earlier than the date expected.. Mummy kept nagging at me.. She said i need to concentrate more on packing.. Kalau tertinggal barang, dia tanak hantarkan.. Jahat sey! Its just over the sea mummy.. HAHA! So, goodbye SOHT&BAYY! Seriously speaking, this place & job is my longest one.. I never did stick to one job last time.. Hahahaha.. Record breaker.. I'm gonna miss AYU, JULAIHA, HISHAM, MUHD, HARRY, KATRINA, KAY, CHEE BENG, MIKE, AH SUI, AH HAI etc... ;(

5) 19th JULY...

as you guys have already known, i'm leaving SG to pursue my studies.. and the date is fixed! I'm leaving on the 19th July 2010.. My flight will be around 2PM.. Auwww! I'm bloody sad now.. The date is drawing nearer.. i'm halfway thru packing my stuffs.. Gonna miss my girlfriends, bestfriends, brothers etc... Damn! Lets go out people, before i leave... ;(

6) NEW ADDITION TO THE FAMILY...

Abang Izam's wife, Kak Ana just gave birth to a babygirl.. "Qurratul Aini" is so cute.. just got home from visiting that lil angel.. she's my second anak sedara, Danial is the first.. my family is growing big now... hehe.. Sukaaaa! =)

Lastly, i've added a few new songs to my playlist.. These songs are highly recommended by me.. You guys shud go listen to it.. *winks*

- AMPM (DynDa)

- ARJUNA (Tomok)

- JAHAT (Stacy AF6)

- YANG SEMPURNAKANKU (6ixth Sense)

p/s: I saw my primary school ex-boyfriend.. OMG! He's so freaking good looking now.. Auwww! I miss youuuuuuu! =P

[ short getaway... ]

2010-06-19T04:05:00.002+08:00

Time checked, its 410AM.. been staying awake the whole day.. in half an hour's time, i'm gonna get myself ready for a short getaway to KL.. I'm contactable through my BB yaww!

Btw, i've received the official offer letter from "Lim Kok Wing University".. Yeayy! School will commence on the 26th July.. So, i shud start packing by now.. Maybe leaving in 1 or 2 weeks in advance.. The date is drawing nearer, and i'm not gonna cry now.. Trying to stay strong as always.. To friends/families, lets spend some quality time together and make full use of it before i leave aites! Thats it for my short post..

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND PEOPLE! =))

p/s: I MISS YOU! ;(

[ AF8 at USS.. ]

2010-06-12T23:10:00.012+08:00

YAWWW! Back for my updates.. I'm not tired nor lazy today, so i shall update my dusty blog.. Hehs! =P

First up, AF8 @ USS! went with my Babes, SHIKIN & FYQAH plus NANIE.. Fyqah drove us there.. reached USS at around 1030AM.. saw SHAHIR first! Then followed by the rest.. DAUS is so bloody cute.. the minute he saw us, he straight away come to us and greet us.. Alahai, comel gitu.. hehe.. we took photos together and off they went in to USS.. But we didn't STALK them like some ppl.. $60+ go to waste just like that, bukan main rides pat dalam, but stalk orang.. Hahaha.. But we're not crazy to that extend sampai nak ikot dorang masok dalam.. we don't wanna disturb their shooting inside.. we waited for 6 hours.. HAHA! But its all worthwhile.. We really enjoyed our day.. after that day, saya tersangkut kepada M! Dari benci jadi suka pulak! Blame it on you girls la.. Hehehe.. But whatever it is AF7 tetap dihati! *meow-meow*

Last Saturday went out to town with my BITCHES! Lil Bitch;CROWNIEEE treated me to a meal at MS Pizza Hut.. but it turn out to be his gf workplace.. Damn! shudn't have dine in there.. But WTH! Lil Bitch made comments bout her.. and i have to AGREE with my Lil Bitch.. She's not up to my standard la.. not being kurang ajar, have to say that, i'm better than her.. Oppss! SORRY! Niwae, thanks Lil Bitch! Then met up with Bitch;NIKKI & ASH! Miss them like fuck! Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASH! Dah tua dah orang tu! Hahaha.. Betta take good care of my sister okay! after the camwhore session, we went seperate ways.. the lovebirds went shopping while the two of us, roam around City Hall.. we were scared for a moment, when two Caucasian guys approach us.. They invited us for a drink with them.. we told them that we're not interested and just walk off.. Hahaha.. GILAAAA! Dangerous tu.. Hehe.. Since we're thirsty, we went for a drink at Starbucks.. and soon after, HAIKAL & his friend came down.. So, that was my night on a Sat..

More photos at FB.. Currently, looking forward to 19 & 20 JUNE.. To KL with families and Gf:JULAIHA is tagging along.. but sadly, KONSERT CORNETTO postpone to 3RD JULY.. tak dpt jumpa "favourite boy" saya.. *sob-sob* and fyi, work is a bitch! Especially when there's someone who's acting like a MANAGER, but in the actual fact he's NOT! KNN! Made new friends at work.. Welcome AYU & HISHAM! HAHAHAHA! =))

p/s: i protected my tweets, dia pun nak protect tweets dia.. Nmpk sah kau stalk kiteorang.. and i know you read my blog.. visit here thru my twitter huh? Damn you stalkers! Get a life! Assholes!

[ updates soon... ]

2010-06-06T02:30:00.003+08:00

Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!

Will update my bloggy soonest! Stay tuned for my updates on AF8 FINALISTS @ USS & BITCHES DAY-OUT! *toodles*

[ my thoughts... ]

2010-05-27T15:19:00.003+08:00

This post is dedicated to YOU!

Numb.. The only word that best describe my feelings right now.. Why do you have to come back, just to hurt me for the 3rd time? I'm not strong enuff to take this blow again.. I thought i could spare you another chance to mend your ways.. But now.... Ya Allah, betapa besarnya dugaanmu terhadap aku ini.. Hati ini rasa berat untuk terimanya kembali, walaupun aku masih sayangkan dia.. YES! I still do love you? Happy? Is that what you wanna hear from me? I just can't say those words to you.. Having said that, my words can't change the fact that you're someone else's bf now.. I'm trying to avoid you, not because i hate you.. But i don't want my feelings towards you to go deeper.. I know you no longer cared when you left and never look back.. Its been years.. I'm still trying my best to forget you.. But why now? You came back to me when i'm about to take my leave.. One of the main reason why i wanna leave, is because of YOU! I dah tak sanggup.. If only i could explain all these things to you.. But NO! Biarlah i simpan segala kepedihan yang i rasa dalam hati.. i tak nak menyusahkan you.. Sometimes, i ask myself, why do fate bring us together? Bukan i tak nak bagi you peluang sekali lagi, tapi i takot.. I takot dilukai.. The past memories kept haunting me.. Stop asking if i'm okay or not.. Kalau i tak okay pon, i tetap kena cakap okay.. I hope your relationship with your loved one will last long.. and once again, Thank You for the Friendship! ;(

I'm blessed to have such caring families & friends by my side.. Thanks all for the encouraging words.. Especially to abang, thank you so much.. It means alot to me.. Rest assured, i'm gonna stay strong and not do stupid stuffs...

p/s: Sorry bloggie.. I had to spill out my rants here.. I feel much lighter now.. =))

[ spammers? like again? ]

2010-05-17T01:17:00.004+08:00

Aizat Amdan! The day he came down to SG! =))

Back againnn! this gonna be a short one..

To "psby" in case you can't read my tweet, this is for you...
"Spam? Hate tag? Zaman bila mau buat ni semua? Say what you wanna say.. If you do not have enuff freedom of speech out there, come here and tag.. I don't mind at all.. Tapi next time guna nama btol yer? Mak bapak bagi nama tanak guna.. Ishh! Tak baik tauu... Ohh, your tag tu i delete.. Sebab? Suka hati la kan? Blog i.. Haha.. Btw, try harder next time.. Manusia semua tk sempurna, tak baik nak comment2.. LOL! Lagu "Apa Ku Kisah" by One Nation Emcees dalam playlist i, i dedicate untuk awak ok? Thanks for coming by btw.."

Sidetrack, congrats to SHAHIR, ADIRA, MAU, IWAN & DAUS for making it to the finals.. Eventhough i'm not quite satisfied with the results.. What the heck! AF8 mmg tak bagus pon... So, tk kisah sangat la... But among the 5, i'm rooting for SHAHIR & IWAN! =)

[ back on track... ]

2010-05-13T01:51:00.007+08:00

Yaww! Omgg! My blog is so dusty! *cough* Ok, fast game.. I'll update one by one aites.. So be prepare for the long essay! Haha.. Bear with it la k? =))

1) JOM HEBOH 2010 @ Danga Bay..

went with SHIKIN on the second day.. as expected.. it was freaking PACKED like sardines! Shud have gone on a Saturday la.. and the cuaca is NOT helping at all.. manage to meet up with SOFAZ(R)! *screammm*.. Rinduuu merekaaa! Many celebs were there too.. Eg, TOMOK.. ESTRANGED.. ANDING.. BOB.. RYZAL.. ERRY.. INTAN LADYANA.. etc... time nak balek tu amat menyeksa.. JAM! We end up walking! Hahaha.. But we totally had fun..

2) "NIYANG RAPIK" PC & Promo @ Suntec City Tower 3..

3rd May.. a memorable on for me and the rest.. the night before i made up my mind that i'm not going.. sebab MALAS! and i thought Kamal Adli won't be present.. woke up to my twitter notifications on my hp.. Check it! and i straight away bangun and mandi.. Sebab ada AWAL, KAMAL & SAM! *woots* .. Met up with JAMILAH.. Kita sesat! Hahaha! To the 3 chaps, congrats sebab "Niyang Rapik" dpt di tayangan in SG.. and they keep asking whether dah tengok blom.. and i kept repeating the same answer.. "Dah lama dahhh.. Pat JB! Hahahaha..." You guys the best la! HUMBLESTUFF! How i wished 3rd May never ends.. Right guys? The ones who were there will agree to it.. Do check out Awal Ashaari FanPage on FB.. He uploaded our photos at his page.. Thank Youuu! =))

3) welcome AIZAT AMDAN to SG..

Last week, fetched MR. KAU AKU at the airport with SHIKIN.. Met up with IZAR & KAK SAB too! eventhough it was a short meet-up, but i still LOVE it! Hehe.. But i couldn't send them off back to KL.. But SV & KAK NURUL did.. (Photos with Shikin.. she can't upload sebab computer crash! Hehe..) =]

4) I'm at Stage 3! Can book TP already!

Can book TP liao... PDL renewed too!

5) AFMASUK = SHAHIR AF8. Yeayyy!

For once in my life I HATE AF8.. The whole production gone haywire la.. Suddenly got AFMASUK.. Like AGAIN! Sejarah berulang kembali.. Tskk! This year AF, we can see there's a lot of problems la kan.. Stage, Make-Up, Dressing, Song Choice.. Erghh! Thank goodness AFMASUK is Shahir.. Kalau orang lain kan? Tutop TV sudah! Tak payah tengok lagik.. The students shud be really thankful.. Everyday, every week ada guest artist datang Akademi.. apa dorang mintak semua dapat.. walaupon performance hancurr! No offence, but its the TRUTH.. Those who were eliminated.. within a week.. Sapppppp! Single baru keluar.. Senang ehk budak AF8 jadik artis? Kalau gitu, tak payah berusaha mati-matian sebab dorang dah confirm2 jadik artis pat luar nnt.. *sigh*

6) Say HELLO to my "Baby".. BLACKBERRY 9700...

YESS! Bought a new hp.. BB 9700.. with my own hard earn money.. It cost me about $300.. I've changed my number.. PM me if you haven't got my new number aites! Thanks! To those who have BB.. Leave me your BB PIN k? Hehehe.. =P

7) "Dan Bila Esok".. Latest single from abg-abgku yg poyo, SOFAZ(R).. Request ok!

Their latest song recently were played at M'sia radio station.. Do request ok? Lagu mmg baekk punyeeee! Hehs! =P

8) Can i take up "Drifing" as my hobby?

random kan kan kan? But i really want to learn drifting.. Interesting but EXPENSIVE.. asked MUMMY & DADDY already, they say, okay! Go ahead if i'm serious with it... Hahaha! Maybe not now la.. In the future.. Insyallah.. =)

9) I changed my blogsong..

Add a few songs to my playlist, those were my favourites.. Apa Ku Kisah; One Nation Emcees, Berakhir Sebelum Bermula; Anum AF8, Cari Ketenangan; Achik & Nana, Engkau Yang Ku Cinta; Achik Spin... Hahaha.. Got one song from budak AF8, show yang makin boring tu.. I only like the song not the one who sang it.. This year student can't match up to AF7 students la kan...

Lastly, I MISS NIKKI.. CROWNIEEE.. MARLY.. TWIN.. NANA.. IRAH.. EZAH.. ZAI.. DIN..

Meet up soon pleaseeee? Saya amat merindui kamu semua.. Been busy with work.. Bila la dapat jumpa and lepak dengan korang ni? Rinduuuuu... Rindu Serindu Rindunyaaaaaaa... Hahahahahah! <3

p/s: More photos at FB... uploading it soon!

2010-04-20T17:43:00.004+08:00

Off day today! Spending my day with family at home, while updating my blog..

Last FRI, went out to West Coast for dinner with BABY SYABEEL'S Family.. we ordered lots of food.. smp perut saket.. Hahaha!

The next day, went to CWP with KAK ANIZ, BABY SYABEEL & SYAMEEL.. we played arcade like nobody's business.. Syoikk! Had our dinner at BANQUET.. then went back to arcade to play again.. was having fun with them.. we took NEOPRINTS! Its been so long since i last took neoprints.. went home at 9PM, just in time to watch KONSERT AF8.. Seriously, this year AF students sucks big time! Except for some who really did show lots of improvement.. I'm rooting for ADIRA, AIN, MAULANA, IWAN & SHAHIR..

Skipped SUN, cause i'm working 12PM-6PM.. hehe..

On a lighter note, Salam takziah to ACHIK SPIN.. got the news from my bitch NIKKI.. she said the news been spread all over twitter.. and indeed its true, cause it come from reliable sources.. saw the photos & videos of the accident.. an its real bad.. it took me 3 days to overcome the sadness.. I still couldn't believe that he left us already.. I was a big fan of him and band.. Used to collect all their albums, posters etc.. and i even upload their VC on Youtube.. and now all my videos of them, all flooded with salam takziah from the fans.. Thanks guys! Yang pergi tetap pergi.. Kita hanya mampu sedekahkan AL-FATEHA to him.. We love you Achik! You'll never be replace.. =))

DALAM KENANGAN............. ;(

[ recent updates... ]

2010-04-16T02:48:00.004+08:00

HELLO! updates here.. Ermm, what i've been up to eh? Firstly, attended AnugeraHitz.SG.. Congrats to all winners.. Especially HADY MIRZA & SLEEQ.. To S.A.S.A & F.L.. Its okay.. you guys are already winner in my heart ok abang-abangku.. Not much to elaborate,cause i've forgotten what happen on that day.. Hahaha! Short term memory.. LOL!

The next day was ABPBH @ TV3.. watched it LIVE through the TV in my room, despite the "Black&White" screen.. Hahaha! Congrats to all winners again.. But AKIM & KAK ISMA didn't manage to clinch the award.. BLACK won for the male category while YUNA won for the female category.. I was like "WTH".. But dah rezeki masing-masing.. AKIM & KAK ISMA is still the BEST! *loves*

Secondly, went to JB with JULAIHA for "SEMERAH CINTA STILLETO".. Damn hilarious! The gorgeous, LISA SURIHANI.. The hawt, FARID KAMIL.. The funny chap, CAT FARISH.. etc.. a great romantic/comedy movie.. The most remembered line in the movie... "LEKKKKK LUUUUUUUU"... hahaha.. So cute! after JB, head back to SG for ALIFFANGELS gathering.. Many didn't turn up last minute.. The event was slow due to the programme, not arranged properly.. Nevertheless, we still had fun.. Remember the advice ok guys! Use it for the next event.. It was also an impromtu meet up with my SAYANGSSS! MARLY, EZAH & ALIFF.. The ones that i missed.. manage to do some catching up.. after the event, went to accompany that "SUPERSTAR" for a short shopping trip to BUGIS.. Banyak kerenah btol budak ni tauu! Hehe.. Big thanks to WANNA'B & ANGELS who came.. shoutout to SUFRI, FIEKA & SURIAH, nice to meet you ppl! Meet up soon for events again aites! =))

Currently busy with PRACTICAL & WORK.. I need to rush these two.. and I'm smelling my "Blackberry" phone.. Its on the way.. Hahaha! Very very soon.. DAD'S Birthday coming up.. Ohh, L.K.W UNI called me yesterday.. and they said, they've received my documents.. But there's no passport size photos in it.. WTH! I remembered clearly putting it in.. and why issit its not in there? Ermmm.. and i'm required to photostat the whole passport booklet.. OMGG! Posting those two missing items later..

weekend is here.. going out to dinner with families later.. Its been awhile since i last hang out with my families on a weekend.. Have an awesome weekend ppl! will update my dusty blog when i'm free.. hehe.. <3

Biarkan cinta kita jadi begini.. Janganlah engkau mencoba untuk rayu lagi.. Tak mungkinlah aku kembalikan cintaku ini..

p/s: Take a look at the updated videos/songs on my playlist.. Especially INILAH CINTA OFFICIAL MV.. Akim sungguh comel! hehe.. =P

[ EKL2 & The Wedding... ]

2010-04-06T01:56:00.004+08:00

Last 2 Friday, went to YISHUN GV for EVOLUSI KL DRIFT 2 with JULAIIHA.. This time we never go JB.. hehe.. Both of us sesat okay? Biase la, Yishun bukan port kita! hahaha.. we rushed to the theatre.. Luckily the movie haven't start yet.. Phew! There's only 12 ppl in the theatre.. haha.. what do you expect! Its the 2nd day of the release.. hahahahaha! Overall EKLD2, AWESOMEEE! The drifting actions, the explosion blablabla.. Baekk skali! I heard they manage to get more than 3 millions within a week? Not so sure about that though.. But seriously its a VERY VERY VERY good movie.. Berquality! I'm in love with the soundtracks for the movie.. hehe.. after the movie, we went out and guess what? I got chesse all over my pants, bag, blouse.. What The Heck! haha.. Blame it on the Nachos! hahaha... Cheers to Syamsul Yusof! Looking forward to KHURAFAT! cause got KAK HUDA! hehehe.. =P

The following week, went to SV's crib for 2 consecutive days.. Helping her out with ALONG'S wedding.. Alhamdullilah it went smoothly.. Great Sunday! Everyone was there, gather together.. Including our "abang" SASA.. WAWAN.. FUAD RAHMAN.. ZAIBAKTIAN etccc.. was very surprise when abang came.. HAHAHA! at around 730PM i head back home with FAFA.. Just in time for DEBARAN AF8.. hehehe.. =P

[ 5N2 to ECP... ]

2010-04-05T02:23:00.010+08:00

*ehem-ehem* .. No comment! =P

Juu & aZiiE.. =)

HAHAHAH! Look at DIN, he record me on his hp.. Baskett!

Yeayy! I FALL! Hahahaha! *peace*

Can't get up! hahahah..

KAI MENG & JULAIIHA..

FYI, my 5N2 are mostly "Game Freak!".. hehs.. =D

On the following Monday after the ABPBH Roadtour, 5N2 went to ECP for gathering session.. Gosh! I miss this bunch of ppl lots.. Eventhough not full strength, we still had fun.. Meeting point was at Pending LRT, then bused off to ECP.. some have not eaten their breakfast yet.. So we accompanied them first.. From Marine Parade we walked all the way to ECP.. as usual, along the way we crapped! hahaha!

Abang-abang bersama Adik-adiknyeee.. hehe..

5N2.. without Kai Meng, cause he's busy skating..

after a 15min walk, we reached ECP.. Find a shelter and settled down.. KAI MENG brought his skate.. and i got so tempted and i tried it on.. Feeling-feeling nak skate gitu lor.. haha.. the skates were damn heavy siaa.. KAI MENG & JULAIHA held my hands.. as soon as they pulled their hands... *KEBABOOMMM* I fell to the ground.. hahaha.. My butt hurts! we took turns using the skates.. In the end, i rented a bike.. went riding with ZAI & DIN.. they were on double bike.. hehehe.. while KAI MENG & JULAIHA went roller blading.. at around 6PM we stopped to return the bikes.. Slack for a while, camwhored! hahaha.. Then off to dinner.. The initial plan was to have seafood for dinner at ECP.. But the hawker centre was closed.. So we ended up at Marine Parade.. IVAN join us for dinner.. cause he's from his pract.. after dinner, we head back home.. Bump into AISHAH.. so we walked home together-gether.. haha.. Stop at DIN'S crib for a minute, i want to borrow his guitar.. hehehe..

My shagged face.. Bluekk! hehe.. =D

THANKS 5N2! I LOVE YOU GUYSSS! <333

[ ABPBH... ]

2010-04-04T19:28:00.010+08:00

Yaww! as promised.. i've got alot of things to blog about.. So, i'll split the post into the various different events.. My past weekends were spent in JB.. Sat, met up with SV & MAK.. went to PLAZA ANGSANA;JB for the ABPBH ROADTOUR.. was waiting patiently for the event to start, but till 3PM we were told that there'll be NO celebrities involve for that day.. Hahaha! Dah semangat pakai AIZAT'S TEES, sekali....... hahaha.. So, we head back to SG.. Dropby at CITY SQUARE first.. Then home.. Eventhough we were dissappointed but "ADRENALIN" make our day.. Adrenalin is FAIZAL TAHIR'S Latest Album.. I'm so loving it! hehe.. Go get it guys! BOOMZ!

Aizat's tees "Lagu Kita"..

Faizal Tahir's Latest Baby "Adrenalin".. Go get it now!

We Love F.T! <3

the next day, we returned back to JB.. this time, its just the two of us.. reached the location, and gosh! Damn packed! Had our lunch at KENNY ROGER'S.. yummy! Bumped into new friends, SHIKIN & IZARR.. hehe.. we were "idol chasing" the whole plaza.. we really had fun guessing/spotting their location.. The security was damn tight! Halfway through we felt that there's no chance for us to snap photos with them.. But in the end we did! Big thanks to KAK AZIAN Chairlady for FANSISMA EVA.. ISMA AF7 FanClub.. she pulled us to the celebs holding area.. we saw Fizz Fairuz, Diana Danielle, Lisa Surihani etc.. BESTT! we were so thankful that we were given a chance to exclusively enter the holding area.. hehe.. In the room, Hafiz was teasing Akim all along while he's reading the newspaper.. Naughty sey Hafiz.. hahaha..

Kenny Rogers cravings..

This is mine! =)

First shot with AK3M! I ran all the way from 2nd Level to the carpark! =P

Introducing, ARIF.. Akim's younger brother.. He's cute! XD

with the everly humble KAK ISMA! Sayanggg dia many-many.. <3

FANSISMA EVA! Thanks to KAK AZIAN too! *loves*

with AK3M in the holding area.. <333

JUARA AF7! HAFIZ! His new hairstyle, lawa kan.. Much neater.. =)

6IXTH SENSE!

WAN! The drummer..

ATHAN! The guitarist..

ADI.. The vocalists.. makin tembam!

AYOY! The bassist.. hehehe.. =P

Before we head home, i bought 6IXTH SENSE TEES! another one to my collection.. hehe.. and surprisingly AYOY from 6ixth Sense still recognise me.. Thanks yaww!

I'm a 6IXTH SENSE fan.. my tees.. =)

a small token from KAK ISMA.. Thanks kakak! Fyi, this CD is not for sale.. hehe.. =D

[ dusty.abandoned... ]

2010-04-03T03:23:00.002+08:00

Woots! Sorry bloggie sayanggg.. I abadoned you too longgg.. hehe.. Too many stuffs to update, so little time.. But i PROMISE, will update you pretty soon.. Stay tuned for :-

- ABPBH JB ROADTOUR
- ECP WITH 5N2
- EVOLUSI KL DRIFT 2 WITH GF
- SV's ALONG WEDDING

Ermm.. what else? Ok, will blog about it very very very soon aites!

MY BLOG IS SO DEAD! HAHAHAHAHA! =P

[ JB Back to Back... ]

2010-03-20T01:40:00.005+08:00

Back after a week of silence..Here's the update of my last weekend..

Food glorious food!

OURS! hehe..

On Saturday went to JB with Gf;Julaiiha.. watched 'V3 SAMSENG JALANAN'.. initially we wanted to watch 'NIYANG RAPIK' again, for the second time, but then the time clashes.. So, too bad lorr.. Ishh! aniwae, V3 was a GREAT action pack movie.. the stunts all was OMGG! and and, I LOVE LISA SURIHANI.. watak fierce-fierce pon, muka tetap gorgeous! hehe.. To those who have not watch it, go catch it okay? But, its available only in M'sia.. S'pore no have.. haha.. after the movie, we shop for some stuffs, then at 5PM we proceed back to SG.. went to CHECAD's crib, say farewell to his dad.. my uncle is going overseas for work purpose, 2 years.. Saddd.. gonna miss him! while at his crib we watched TIRAI AF8.. this year, suara dorang mcm tak bleh make it jek! Nvm, its just the first konsert.. But i have my favs already.. i'm rooting for IWAN & AIN! *woots*

Next movie on the list will be 'EVOLUSI KL DRIFT 2'.. To SG ppl, its available in GV.. Don't forget to catch it on the 25th MAC..

CROWNIEEE.vigne & INFINITY.azie.. sisters!

AMEEL & ANIQ.. brothers!

in case you guys don't know, WE LOVE TO POUT! haha..

LUNCHTIME!

BESTFRIENDS! Juu & aZiiE.. =)

Kegilaan kita dalam bus.. KECOHRABLE!

Yours Truly; INFINITY.azie.

apparently, they found this at a shopping mall.. =))

as for my Sunday, well spent with FAMILIES & Gf;Julaiiha family.. a one day trip to DESARU.. had to wake up as early as 5AM.. Gilaa ahh.. blablabla.. met the rest at 645AM.. then off we go.. second link jam sey.. never experience it before.. Damn! had our breakfast first, then to Desaru Fruit Farm.. Ohh, i'm NOT looking forward to it.. wanna know why? cause the whether was FREGGING HOT! we're perspiring all over.. but what the heck! we CAMWHORED! hahahaha.. when cousins meet cousins.. what else? had our LUNCH, mostly SEAFOODS! yummmm.. Next, to MINI KELANTAN and lastly to JUSCO TEBRAU CITY.. Wehh! Nothing to shop siaaaa! CD pon sume lama-lama punyee.. Tak update ehh? Haiyooo! In the bus, we watched SANTAU ramai-ramai.. hahahahahaha! arrive in SG at 9PM gitu.. agaknyee la.. lost track of the time.. Hehs!

just now, i've collected my medical report.. and its all NEGATIVE, that means i'm NORMAL! hehe.. submitting the medical report to my future school soon.. Dangg! I can't wait to start school.. with new friends, new environment, new subjects etc.. But definitely, i'm going to miss HOMEEEEE!

as for later, gonna hit JB again for ABPBH Roadtour.. Nak jumpa AKIM, KAK ISMA, HAFIZ etc... the following Monday, meeting my LOVELY 5N2 at ECP! I MISS YOU GUYSS! =))

Mungkin inikah yang dinamakan cinta, hati gembira rasa bila kau kata cinta.. siang yang suram, kini menjadi ceria, hati yang gelisah, akhirnya kini menjadi bahgia.. - AKIM AF7

[ after a week... ]

2010-03-08T17:03:00.003+08:00

That is "MR F.L a.k.a TOM".. random! haha..

I hope abang is doing fine with his TKAM! =)

WHADDUP! There's no need for me to explain on why i didn't update my blog last week.. Sume paham kan? haha.. Busy yang teramat sangat...

a brief update bout last week.. one of the days, i manage to spent my time with BITCH:NIKKI & AHDEN! Kakak treat me to pizza.. Thank You kakak! Love youuu! Lepak for a while, then ASH hantar alek..

Thurs, went for YEC Monthly Meeting.. Someone PISSED ME OFF! Macam nak tapak jek muka dia dengan slipper platform aku.. Dangg! Thats aside, we're in a midst of planning for MAY & JUNE events.. a major event la.. My last few events before i go.. *sob-sob*.. For once, i wonder am i ready to leave everything behind? Only time will tell...

Sat, after work met up with DEAREST:FLIQUES at Bugis.. went for shisha session, at the same time we celebrated GF;EERAH Birthday... HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY DARLINGGGG! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY LA! hehe.. Pastu, MONSTER hantar alek naik lorry.. Dah lama tak naik.. Rindu la pulak! hehe.. I really enjoyed my Saturday.. Thanks guys! *hugs&kisses* (Photos will be uploaded at FB/later..)

Sun, slept till noon.. cause i reached home late the previous night.. woke up, took a bath.. and my MUMMY cooked for my Chicken Soup! *slurppp* I did some CC stuffs and get dressed for work.. I enjoyed my last week.. Everybody's been very caring and understanding towards me.. I'm so blessed.. SAYANG SEMUANYAAAA! <3

I've got good news.. I received an email for my UNI... and they said, I need to undergo Health Check-Up.. hehe.. Can't wait to start school again! Thats it, nothing to blog lagik, otak blank.. actually ada la, but if i start blogging bout it, it'll be a very very very very long damn post! So, i cut it short & sweet.. and i will update something at my private blog.. =P

Wait for my next post, that will be next week.. This week, my days are packed with work, practicals, JB, JB and more of JB.. Sat, going to JB with friends for "REMP-IT V3 SAMSENG JALANAN" and watching "NIYANG RAPIK" again for the SECOND TIME.. I just can't get enuff of Kamal Adli hotness and Sam's clowning role.. hehe.. and the following day to DESARU with FAMILY & GF's.. See! Dah btol2 jadik minah JB! hahahah! Kidding!

p/s: I bought ADAM LAMBERT DELUXE EDITION album already! Pray hard that i will get those tickets to his SHOWCASE @ UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! So what if he's not straight? I still sayang him! Adam Lambert is so fcukinggggg hawtt! *melts* Plus, sorry GF's i have to give our clubbing session on Thurs night amiss.. aku working sak the next day... BABI KANINA! Next time okay darlingku!

di sini ku masih berdiri.. jiwaku kosong tanpa erti.. menangis.. ku menangis.. ~ Syurga Seketika (Wangi & Zizi TFC)

[ a week of M.I.A... ]

2010-03-01T00:34:00.005+08:00

Introducing, MY BITCH;NIKKI!

She went crazy when she got to know that i watched the movie without her.. =P

WHADDUP! Shesshhh! Its been a week huh? a week of abandoning my bloggy.. hehe.. So, what i've been up to? Hmm.. for the past week, i'm busy with work & family gatherings.. Nevertheless, i manage to spent a day with beloved ZSS SOCCER PEEPS! I miss you guys so fcuking much! am glad that most of us came down to DEYI SEC for the juniors first match.. celebrated NAZIRAH a.k.a BURUNG Birthdayyy! Lepak at ZCC Rooftop.. Our favourite spot right ppl? haha.. we shud do this more often la.. =)

On Saturday, went to JB with GF;JULAIHA & BF;DIN.. I dragged them with me, cause i'm dying to watch "NIYANG RAPIK".. we purchase the 110PM tickets.. Thank God its not jam, or else we couldn't make it on time.. Lady Luck is on our side.. =)

The show started, and i'm glad that i did not cover my eyes throughout the show.. But SOMEONE did! hahaha.. Gf;Julaiha penakot! She grabbed my arms real hard and even covered her eyes when the scary parts come.. Hahahaha! Overall, its was a FANTABULOUSLY GREAT MOVIE! Thumbs up to Ahmad Idham! The highlight for the movie is the cast la, the most important thing! AWAL ASHAARI, KAMAL ADLI, ZED ZAIDI, LIYANA JASMAY, FIZZ FAIRUZ & SAM! All multi-talented casts! What more can you ask for? Plus the theme song for the movie "Syurga Seketika" sang by Zizi & Wangi TFC! Sucha soothing song.. I LIKEEE! Ratings? I'll give it 9/10.. am serious.. Interesting storyline with unexpected endings.. "Kan Tuhan dah bayar cash pat kau!".. haha.. my favourite line in the movie..

Those who haven't watched it, i suggest ya'll betta go watch it! Cause the tickets are selling fast, macam goreng pisang panas dowh! haha.. Thankfully we manage to catch the 1PM slot, coz the 3PM slosts, SOLD OUT! hehe.. Kamal Adli is effing hawtt! *giggles*

This is the HAI Magazine cover.. selagi tak dpt, selagi tu tanak alek SG!

after the movie, we went for lunch and did some shopping.. while i borong magazines! HAHA! I bought various types of it.. you name it, HAI, MEDIA, URTV? I have it all.. a FREAK? YES I AM! but i almost didn't wanna get home cause, the HAI magazine with the Niyang Rapik casts as the cover is nowhere to be seen.. Naseb baekk, the last store that we went ada.. and it was the LAST piece! I repeat LAST piece.. Kalau aku tak jumpe, aku tanak balek siot! hahaha.. Okay whatever! Skip! Skip! Skip! went back to my uncle's crib for kenduri.. and off back home.. so shagged!

as for Sunday, am suppose to be helping GF;EZAH for Wawan's Birthday Bash at Wanna'B Cafe.. But sadly, i couldn't make it for some reasons.. Sorry Gf! ;(
Heading to Airport later in the evening to send my uncle & aunt off.. Have a safe journey! Thats all for now.. we'll be back for further updates.. =)

p/s: BFF's! Remember our next 2 weeks date for "REMP-IT V3 SAMSENG JALANAN" okay? and the venue will be in JB again.. Ohh, we're so gonna be mats & minahs JB.. *inside joke* hahahahahaha! =P

[ Konsert Satu Suara... ]

2010-02-19T01:05:00.009+08:00

Grab this photo from FAIZAL TAHIR FB FANPAGE!

Spot us! =))

Here's a proper update on my trip to KL for KONSERT SATU SUARA..

depart from SG Custom at 630AM.. met the rest there.. after all that settled, bused to LARKIN.. reach Larkin, had our breakfast first and off we board the bus.. cakap depart at 830AM.. Tup! Tup! Tup! we depart at 9AM.. Janji Melayu btol la! Ishh!

Reflection.

The huge roses that we bought for F.T & A.A.. =)

at 4PM, we OFFICIALLY reached Puduraya.. actually at 2PM kita dah sampai, but because of the heavy traffic, we're delayed.. Cab to THE FEDERAL HOTEL.. Apek taxi tipu kita.. He said meter rosak.. Padahal! Padahal! Bodoh peh apek! Check-in first then out we go to get our meals.. Lapar dowh! we bought 2 huge roses for F.T & A.A.. hehe.. back to our room, get dressed and off we go to ISTANA BUDAYA... Human Traffic! The crowd's CRAZYYY! The whole event started at 830PM.. and believe it or not, we're seated at the FIRST ROW! Serious! Bak kata orang Malaysia yang di belakang kita, "lobang hidung CT pon kita bleh nmpk!" hahaha..

Our tickets! Look at the seatings & price!

The Banner.. thought of 'kidnapping' it.. hehe..

F.T & A.A kicked off with "Kami Anak Malaysia" song.. we got addicted to the song man.. sampai balek SG pon we're still humming to that song.. Gilaaa ahhh! then AIZAT started his performance.. LAGU KITA, KAU AKU, HKYM, PERGI, I GO etc.. singing all of his HITS songs.. we gave him a huge rose, but SV yang present it to him la.. haha.. so sweet!
Next up, FAIZAL TAHIR kicked off with SAMPAI SYURGA.. he sang COBA, SELAMAT MALAM, MAHAKARYA CINTA, ADRENALIN etc.. Ehh, I'm in love with his new single "Adrenalin".. am so gonna grab his new album.. its releasing soon! we're entertained by F.T cranky mood.. Dah macam STAND-UP COMEDIAN! HAHAHA! Pecah perut kita ketawa.. But still, the looks on his face shows that he's still unwell.. tapi dia tetap tabahkan diri jugak! SALUTE YOU F.T!

and here's the most precious thing that happen to me.. as you all know i'm sitting at the first row.. damn near to the stage.. stretch tangan pon dah dpt pegang stage.. there's this one point whereby F.T doing stunts with the mic stand and suddenly when he did "head banging", i felt something drop onto my palm.. rasa macam air.. so i thought maybe air-con leaking la kan.. then bila i glanced lama-lama at my hands.................... OMGGGG! Its BLOOD! Its F.T's blood.. his eyebrows got scratch! and the blood's dripping.. orang pat belakang tak nmpk, only the few front rows je yg nmpk.. Shesshh! Nothing can describe my feelings at that point of time.. "Have you guys ever experience this, your IDOL blood dripped right onto your own palms?" Hanya Tuhan sahaja la yang tahu perasan aku waktu tu.. I bet nobody's have ever experience this before right? I'm so BLESSED! but still, pity him.. wanted to burst into tears okay! ROCKENSTEINERS RAWKSSS!

the final set, DATO CT NURHALIZA came out with the 2 other stars.. they sang SEJATI.. AWESOME! GILAAAA AHHHH! many a times, C.T looked down and smile at ME! Ehh, ni btol ehk! Bukan nak perasan ke ape.. She's so drop dead GORGEOUS! Finale, F.T sang GEMURUH and A.A sang I GO.. Bestt! Before they went in, i gave F.T the huge rose! He said "Thank You".. arghh! Mr.Superman is loved la.. Blablabla.. the show ended at 1130PM.. we didn't manage to get their autographs/photos.. but we got a chance to EXCLUSIVELY meet AIZAT! Thanks to his families for all the things that they did.. much appreciated! *loves* reach hotel at 130PM.. tapi sorang-sorang tak bleh tido, walaupon penat.. asik ketawa jek! we kept on crapping bout the konsert.. Rugi sape yang tak pegi... But don't worry, they maybe bringing this konsert to SG... =))

Thumbs Up to the AWESOME COMBINATION!

AIZAT AMDAN with SG FANS!

WE LOVE AIZAT! <3

INFINITY & AIZAT..

Thanks for the gifts! We love it!

The stuffs that we bought..

The following day, we shop at MASJID INDIA.. then to PAVILION.. Niat dihati nak tengok "2 Hati 1 Jiwa".. but they stop the movie already.. cuma yang ada "Lu Pikir La Sendiri".. was lazy to queue cause the queue is fcuking longggggggg... back to hotel, watch TV, crap all along.. then off to BUKIT BINTANG.. bought our dinner.. Finally, dapat makan SUBWAY! hehe..

HELLO PAVILION!

This is what happen when we didn't get to watch,

2 HATI 1 JIWA.. HAHAH!

SUBWAYYYY! Eat freshh! Kak Nurul couldn't stop talking bout it..

The next day, woke up early.. Shop again at SUNGEI WANG.. bnyk kedai tutup woooo! CNY mahh! Boarded the bus back to SG at 430PM.. Bid goodbye to KL.. Tanak balekkkk! reached SG at 1130PM, families fetch me and off home..

SEE THAT? I screamed upon seeing that poster.. They thought i saw some kinda celebrities.. haha.. Gotcha!

AKIMMMM! <3

Nak jugak amek gmbr ehk! hahaha!

We love KL!

INFINITY.azie.. =)

Same shades, different colour..

Overall, i enjoyed my trip with SV, MAK & KAK NURUL.. we shud do this again and again and again okay! Remember our date on the 20 & 21 MAC! *winks*

Before i end, i've added one more song to my MUSIC BANK! INILAH CINTA by AKIM AF7.. His latest single.. Listen to it guys.. Love the melody of the song! <3

p/s: I'm in love with that Mat Ampang younger brother can? LOL! =P

[ updating soon... ]

2010-02-18T01:08:00.004+08:00

HELLO! HELLO! KOPI KE MILO? hahaha.. i'm back in SG.. i seriously had fun in KL watching KONSERT SATU SUARA.. will update on that as soon as i get my photos from my BABE;SV..

Ended work early today.. Expected! haha! i and GF;JULAIHA was like, "i don't mind going home early now.. as long, duit ada masyuk!" LOL! Special thanks to MUMMY & DADDY for the cash.. Now, i can top-up my BBDC account.. wanna book April slots la seyy! I LOVEEEE MUMMY & DADDY! Ohh, Daddy's on holiday till Friday.. Sungguh best dot com.. Power ah! haha.. i miss my wireless so fcuking much.. KL wireless SUCKS! Starbucks ada, but SLOW PORK btol! hehe.. Maaf yer..

came across AKIM's FB status, couple of hours ago.. Gosh! I feel like bursting to tears.. He's feeling so down.. Don't sad-sad la.. Cheer up! Gafimmers all love you many-many tauu.. adat kehidupan, ada suka ada duka.. bukan semuanya indah dalam hidup, mesti ada detik hitamnya.. sesuatu yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya.. Be strong AKIM! <3

Not working 2mrw.. planning to stay at home, wanna clean up my closet.. Dah mcm tongkang pecah! haha.. as for Friday, i've got BIG PLANS! serious, am not joking.. Good Luck budak-budak! hehs! Saturday, maybe going to Chingay.. T.B performing kan? then Sunday, to BITCH;NIKKI crib... thats all now.. Stay tuned for Konsert Satu Suara updates aites! Much loves.. =))

[ counting down... ]

2010-02-09T00:28:00.003+08:00

Heyy! I'm here to update again, before i start another hectic week ahead..

received my IELTS certificate yesterday.. felt so relieved.. now i can undergo proper registration for school.. =)

I'm counting down to this SAT on CNY! going to KL again for KONSERT SATU SUARA.. Its confirmed! AIZAT.FAIZAL TAHIR.SITI NURHALIZA. Arghh! E.X.C.I.T.E.D.. This time, without families.. families planning to overnight by the beach on CNY! Pfft! Sungguh baekk.. that time say NO PLAN.. now, GOT PLAN pulak! Baskett! Nvm ah.. But BUSU, wait for me to come back la.. then we all go eat at ECP kk? Pleaseeeee.... aniwae, one of my uncle is going overseas for work purpose.. and hes staying there for 2 years.. Shesshh! gonna miss that uncle of mine, especially time family gathering... ;(

Ohh, i've change my blogskin and blogsong again.. hehe.. Itchy hands mah.. Those songs are my addictions for now...

- NOKTAH CINTA (HAFIZ AF7)

- CINTA KOSMIK (THE FABULOUS CATS)

- SYURGA SEKETIKA, OST NIYANG RAPIK THE MOVIE (ZIZI & WANGI TFC)

- ANGKASA (HADY MIRZA)

- AKU JATUH CINTA (LIYANA JASMAY)

- REALITI DEWI (ALYAH)

p/s: adik-adik.. i don't listen to outdated songs like you guys tau.. lagu dah nak basi baru nak dengar.. Tsk! Tsk!

i'm looking forward to watch "Niyang Rapik".. how can i NOT watch? the cast are all awesome actors/actress.. KAMAL ADLI, ZED ZAIDI, AWAL ASHAARI, FIZZ FAIRUZ, SAM & LIYANA JASMAY! a MUST WATCH movie okay? hehe.. ermm, i'm done here.. before i end, last kopek.. a photo of me & H.M! =P

HADY MIRZA! <333